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Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 8:12 PM

i cant believe 2009 is coming to an end ..
but im looking forward fer 2010 , must look ahead mahh ..i dunnoe why i seem to hate 2009 ..
alot of things happened that make me stronger ..alot of hard tyme i gone through ..
i still prefer my past , reading back my archives are my fav ..laughing at old times..cause maybe my lyfee jux feel mundane now , tha present ..
many things changed , people walking in and out of your lyfee ..and i think im also changing ..
but STILL , 2009 is also memorable ..
but ALSO , i cant wait fer 2010 ..
i mean its always nycee to start a fresh ..
i learnt alot from my mistakes , from everything ..
i have alot of wishes too ..
anddd kaay i dunnoe what else to say ..not in tha mood ..

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ 5:45 PM

see see , we seem very hyperr ..haha ..naz ! i want tha rest of tha pictures can can can ? (:

went out with my girls yesterdae , naz , fifa and fareeha ..and we were so kecohh ..talking , laughing , gossiping ..hyper hyper ..why ? cause its been a long tyme since tha last tyme tha four of us met ..so yesterdae was complete ..all tha four of us can make it ..so abit excited ..hahaha !
initial plan was to go to bedok and karaoke ..but then i call to do booking ,and it was full until 7pm ..alerrhhh ..so change of plan ..went to bugis ..had our lunch at tong seng ..then accompany fifa to get her beg at bugis street while fareeha and naz got themselves new pair of earings ..
then went to iluma..went in to nichii and i got myself a pink blouse got offer whatt ..so i must spendd ..27 bucks only ..hahaa ..happy happy cause i get to shop ..i wanted to buy somemore items but then i only brought half of tha money i got from my parents and my grandmomma cause if i bring all my money i end up spending everything , seriously ..see see , smart huh ..must saveee ..
then went to city hall ..sit around and took pictures around esplanade .. had ice-cream ..yeay ! ice-cream make me happyy ..my girls dont lyke me to be with this someone ..and still prefer *teettoottootteet* but haii , impossible laah *fake smile
i thought of watching new moon ..but i heard it coming out on star movies or something soon ..so yahh
ohh , and i wanna try fish SPA ! ..haha ! soon eyh girls ..
then around 7 plus went home ..i have to be back early cuase my grandmomma is at my place and we want to have dinner together ..
and fareeha was suchha a sweetheart ..she accompany me home until tha traffic light near my house .. i know fareeha u're reading this , im checking on you today ..make sure you do what we asked you to ..its fer your own good ..dont action action 4get eyh eyh ..
fareeha : eyh kau tak takot jln sorang maghrib2 nie
me: asl eyh ..adr hantu ke ..kau jgn buat aku takot lahh
fareeha : tak lah , kalo tyme gini bnyk mat2 lepak2 ..nnti takot kau kene kacau ..aku teman kau ah ..
sweeeeet ..haha ! lyke my own sister alrdy *hugs*
reached home and grnadmomma came up to me ..
grandmomma : dhirah tak derh boring uh , nenek cam nak tidur jer ..tk derh org nak layan ..
me : ye ke ? besok dhirah tak kluaa kaay ..
haha ..toucheddd ((:
orayteee , upload tha picture soon ..i have to take from naz's blog ..ohhh and going swimming next wed ..without my family tau girls ..they busy ..we go ahead jer ..

i still dunnoe what to do with my hair ..friends asked me to perm but i dont want .. i think im rebonding and cut it short ..(:
kaay byee peoplee ! (:

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Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 4:42 PM

heheh ..im in my goodddddyygooddy mood rite now ..since yesterdae in fact ..hahah !
accompany my dad to challenger at whitesands ..he wanted to buy tha anti-virus thingy which cost 60 bucks and could get it fer 40 bucks provided i show them my ez-link but sadly i 4got to bring my ez-link ..and my dad asked me to asked around and see if there is any kind soul to borrow their ez-link ..since going back to my house will be very troublesome ..i was so shy lahh , talking to strangers ..mampos ..
asked two girls who were jux outside tha shop but they dont want i think they feel inscure fer i dont know what reason ..grrrr ..
then went to KFC , andd my dad asked me to ask this cute guy and his younger brother sitting jux beside our table ..so my dad did tha talking2 ferst ..then they were nycee people so they followed me up to challenger while my dad continued eating ..i feel lyke laughing all tha way , haiyaa very shy you knoww , i mean lyke it feel so weird walking with a stranger especially with that cute guy ..i was meltingggggg until i gave tha cashier 60 bucks when could only gave her 50 bucks ..and they started to laugh at me ..grrr ..hahaha ! ..talked to his younger brother ..cause saw his ez-link and his brother is in pasir ris pri same as my younger brother ..huhu ..
i never got a chance to talk to tha cute guy ..sadd ..haha ..but i can heard hym whispering to his younger brother ..and he think i never heard hym saying "eyh cam ner dier tahu bodoh"..hhahaha ! before they went off he turned and smileeeeee ..anddd i wass gugu gaga-ing ...how beautiful god's creation is ..haha ..he has fair complexion and has this chinese2 look but hes malay ..cutee ..went back to KFC and my dad kept praising them ..mestilah dapat discount suke ah tuh ..and my younger brother told me that he know tha younger brother , same school ..ohhh pleasee pleasee he must be staying near my area ..hope i bump into hym one day ..haa ..kaaay2 i can go on and on talking about hym ..
so today going out with tha girlsss ..so today's plan ,going karaoke and then heading to town ..i guess ..jom jom jom ..im happyy happyy happyy ..hahah ..
listening to jatuh cinta lagi by matta band ..pertama ku melihat mu berdetar2 jantungku ..lalalala..haha !
take caree ! good daaayyyy ! (((:

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Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 12:59 AM

(look at tha picture , i jux woke up ..haha .. im still sleepy , look at my eyes ..heehe)

jux recover from bad flu ..and i dunnoe why my body feel warm ..ohh pleasee pleassee dont tell me im going to fall sick ..i dunnoe why people walk in and out of my lyfee as and when they feel lyke it ..
anyway , munirah text me ..miss her ! andd budak np when wanna go out ? ..planning to go town next week ..
i miss you , only you i swearr ..why is always you and you i think about ..why why why ..
listening to this song and i love tha lyrics ..

hanya dirimu kasih yang ku rindukan selama ini
walau ku yang memula
pisah kan cinta
maafkan aku
akankah kembali lagi cinta yang dulu
ku ingin dirimu kembali
kau terlalu indah untuk ku lupakan
kau selalu dalam cintaku
ku sedari cintamu telah berubah untukku
tapi ku berharap kembali lagi cinta yang dulu
(tha one in bold is exactly how im feeling right now)

tha ferst tyme i heard i fell in love with tha lyrics ..
anyone has tha song ? ..

orayte take care ..going out ..buhbyee (:

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Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 12:22 AM

my momma borrow her part-time fren's spects ..jux to look lyke 'back to school' ..haha ..tyme to make her happy since i have given her a hard tyme before ..but still she didnt give up on me ..

love her (:

jux came back from wedding invitation at jurong ..

feel lyke vomiting in tha car , it seems lyke forever to reach tha destination ..i can have an hour sleep ..

if i choose not to follow then i'll be starving at home ..

so anyway , bibik is back ..yeay2 ! ..i can sit and shake my leg alrdy ..no need to do housework ..haha ..no lah no lah ..dont want people to pamper me ..then my grandmomma is also at my house she'll be here fer lyke 3 weeks ..good ..can layan kan me ..heh heh heh ..

my parents went to take my report book fer madrasah jux now and i got 11 position out of 30 ..hahah ..not good but still top 20 ..didnt study ..no tyme ..

and my ustazah cmplain to my momma that imma average student who can do better if i nvr keep ponteng-ing ..hahah ..not my fault , tk sengaje ..=p and i dont know madrasah got diploma , ustazah asked me to think about it ..

hahahah ! why not ? ..maner tahu one day can be ustazah ..hahahaha ! ..mesti mau berangan dulu ..

going out in a few mins tyme but i suddenly feel sleepy ..nope nope , i didnt stay up late ..i've been sleeping at -11pm nowadays ..ahahah !

cant wait to go out this wednesday ..why eyh ..i realised if want to go out , always happen to be on wed ..hahah !

ohhh , andd i feel lyke changing my fone number due to some reasons ..irritating bodohhh nakk mamposs ..kaay , suddenly i feel pissed off ..irritating ..annoying ..aaaahhhhhh ..

andd i think im making facebook rather than tagged ..but then lyke lazzzyyy ..nana ! buat kan buat kan , i malas ..hahahah ! kidding =p

listening to saat terakhir by st 12 now ..sadd :/

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Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 6:41 PM

yesterdae cooking session was fun ..hahah ..we took one hour jux to cook fried rice ..
fareeha eyes were all teary when she was cutting tha onions ..and i was laughing all tha wayy .. ..so it turn out to be gggggooooodddd ..my brother went fer second round , so what can i say ?..lol ! i dont know cooking can be real fun ..haha !
then watch horror dvd with fareeha , she was shouting most of tha tyme ..hahaah ..going out with tha girls maybe next week ..and going out with dewi and isya next weekends also , if i've conferm ..yeay2 , people are asking me out ..hahaha !
i've been a good girl lately ya knoww , i only went out once a week ..till my dad went lyke "tak nak kluaa ke " ..hahahh !
slept at 4 am ..talked to bestie otf ..i cant sleep , i dont know whyy ..after 1 am alrdy whuatt ..
asked hym to read me a bedtime story ..he went lyke "pada satu hari , ada satu princess nie .."
then he gave me jokes instead ..howw to sleeep ..haha ..so he slept ferst ..ferst tyme , he was sleepy before i was ..
and now its 11 am ..i think im sleeping again after my lunch ..my eyes kind of heavy

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Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ 5:39 PM

guess whatt ..fareeha coming over today ..and we're cooking together ..hahah !
cnferm kecoh nyee ..
anw , fareeha if u're reading this , thankk youu so much fer all tha encouraging words ..i couldnt ask fer more , that is jux what i need , its lyke u believe alot in me , thank you again (: ..u too okaayy ..i lend you a listening ear anytyme u need it *hugs*
yesterdae tabitha was out ..and i was yeszaa ..its not that i dun lyke her ..but maybe i prefer slyvia cause she please my eyes and sezairi was also in ..haha ..his voice unique , love to hear ..
i still havent watch new moon lehh ..girls when ? ..(:
ohh , and i think i am no more confused about my own feelings ..i try to listen to my heart ..
its lyke i want hym , cause he never fail to melt my heart ..but i also admire another person , cause hes rare and different ..despite all this , i cant lie to myself cause i still need this someone , maybe im alrdy too dependent on hym ..
is it wrong fer me to feel this way ? ..
andd now i try to run away from all this feelings ..no use ..seriously ..thats why , some words are better left unspoken ..

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